衡量: to weigh, to examine, to consider...
凄凉: desolate (place)...
岁月: years, time...
行为: action, conduct, behavior, activity...
居高临下: to live high and look down (idiom), to overlook, to tower above, to occupy the high ground, arrogance based on one's social position...
算了: let it be, let it pass, forget about it...
猜: to guess...
呵: expel breath, my goodness...
原因: cause, origin, root cause, reason...
商讨: to discuss, to deliberate...